Lets see...I have no life so I'm going to update..and no ones going to read it..so really who gives a crap?
Well...I'm am anti cardettes now.
Schools out
I fell in love with a car..that I can never have.
and lets see..i feel...neglected...unloved..lonely..like an inconvience..like shit..ugly..fat...unloved..sick..unloved...like a loser..I really wish someone would actually SERIOUSLY care about me...I found my song..it's First by Lindsay Lohan...I wanna come first...I wanna come first...
heres to a shitty summer...
Hopefully baby Braydon will make it better! I get to baby sit him all day mon, thurs, and friday! then in a couple weeks i get him all week!! Maybe Braydon will love me! Atleast it almost counts as a life..part time mommy to my nephew...he's fun...ha atleast it sounds less insane to talk to a baby then cats..even though I'll still talk to the cats just b/c its fun..
68 days till my birthday..wow that seems forever..I want a fucking car. Car Car Car Car..I hate being home...especially ALONE! I totally freaked out last night...I was going crazy and there was no one there to make it better..okay well the pizza I ordered did..I wasn't scared to open the door! Hooray..anyone proud? I am!
I'm looking forward to tomorrow..I get to wake up and spend from 8 - like after 2 or something with Braydon! then Tuesday..I'm gonna call Carole...maybe she'll buy me that kick ass car I fell in love with..its hopeless but I might get some new clothes instead out of it...then nothing..then Braydon! Hooray! Then Braydon again!! yay!!! then nothing..nothing..Braydon! yanno..how it goes by now..
I hope the summer gets better..I've seen Andrew once and that was Thursday for like an hour...I'll be lucky to see him again..he seems to be busy...always gone or something...I miss him..a lot...I love him...
I'm gonna read my magazine that i've already read...do you not understand I have no flippin' life?
k well thanks for not reading this entry..it was fun to write
later
Cathy
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